600 days
I've been living with cancer for 600 days. First with the knowledge that the tumor they discovered in my trachea was cancer. And since the treatment with the physical and mental consequences. Before I knew I had cancer I could hardly imagine what it must be like to have those toxic cells in you, but especially what it is like after treatment. Some say it's gone now so there's nothing to worry about. I can't forget. Every day I am confronted with the consequences of cancer (treatment). Coughing up mucus more often, back pain due to the anatomical change in my neck, pain when swallowing large or dry pieces of food and not being able to read long stories to my toddler because talking for long periods of time is exhausting. All small things, but because of that there is hardly a moment that you forget that the cancer has been there. I realize that it could have been much worse, but these are the things I deal with on a daily basis. And then there are the moments when you th...