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A question that I am asked regularly and of which I do not know how to answer. As for the cancer, things are going well. The tumor is completely removed during the surgery and everything looked good at the scan in November. And yet there is the but…. Because I still feel far from good. After the last radiation treatment, the side effects have become even worse. Even with paracetamol, swallowing is painful. I'm on morphine-like painkillers. Initially a short-acting one that I can take an hour before a meal, but this does not work. Then switch to patches that work for a long time. It takes a while for them to start working, but it helps. Fortunately, after a week it is going a bit better and I can get off with paracetamol alone. About 7 weeks after the last radiation session I can eat almost everything again, but it remains sensitive. Even now, 20 weeks after the last radiation treatment, there is still a spot in my esophagus that is sensitive when swallowing. Especially with larger ...